Thursday, 22 September 2011

学习? 学习! / learning? learning!

这两天。。突然,学到很多东西!
突然想知道什么是尊重? 什么是宽容? 什么是后悔? 什么是工作? 什么是体谅? 什么是团队? 什么是人?!
我因为一个人,对另一个人动了气。怃心自问。。值得吗?但是,如果不是这样另一个人永远不知道原来事情已经到了那样的地步!虽然,到今天我还是觉得有点对不起他,但还是得向前走!
人是个什么样的东西?怎么那么复杂?为什么权利,贪心,无知,笨蛋,自以为是, 可以把人变得那么的白痴?
也不明白。明明一个那么好的团队。。可以因为人性。。变得那么的混乱?我怃心自问。。我可能有时候懒惰些,自私些,但我永远做最好的我。。为团队卖力。。尽量的朝团队的梦想前进。。为什么有人可以那么自私?
以前读书时,常说‘忍一时,风平浪静;退一步,海阔天空’。。14个字。。笔画也不太多。当时觉得。。有谁做不到?
今天的我。。问了自己。。自己真的没办法作到! 宽容,谈何容易? 真正作到的又有几个? 难怪世界那么的不太平。。
还有两个字。尊重。。笔画超多。。做起来,难吗? 答案是。。超难!
在我26年的生涯中! 我真正尊重的人不少。。没办法尊重的人真的不多。十个手指数不完。。可是。。今天的我。。不明白为什么我不可以尊重及原谅这个人?
话说回来。我不是没努力过。。可能我的努力不够。可是一个巴掌。。拍不出任何掌声!为什么每次都是我先让步?我想。。容忍是有个限度的。。
突然觉得。。是时候停止投诉了! 是时候做点什么了。人生短暂。。

I learned so much in this two days!
Suddenly i want to know what mean by respect, forgiveness, regret, work, tolerance, team and the most important what is human?
Because of someone, i throw my frustration to another person. I ask myself, is it worth it? But, if this never happen, that another person never know that the situation is so bad at this stage!
What is human? why is it so complicated? why power, greediness, stupidity, proud of herself, can turn a person to look so ugliness stupid?
I don understand, we have such a good team, because of personalities, it can become so complicated! i honestly ask myself, may be some time i am a bit lazy, may be sometime i am a bit selfish, but i understand what are the goals of the team. Whatever i did/do, are always towards the goals. Why there are people that are so so selfish to just stick their own agenda?
When i was young, there is saying say 'tolerance, bring calm;take a step back, world get bigger and brighten' this is direct translate from the saying. it is only 14 words in mandarin, not difficult to write; at that time, don feel like this is difficult!
But today, i know i cant do it! fogiveness..is not easy at all..no wonder the world is not in peace!
there is 1 more word, respect! in mandarin, it is 2 words and quite difficult in writing it.its even more difficult to do it!
in 26 years, i respected mostly others, those that i do not respect, i can count with my 10 fingers.but today, i do not know why i cant forgive and respect these people.
i ask myself, i try to fix it. may be i din try hard enough. but, why is it always me? why others cant take their step first? why always me? 1 hand never ever can produce claps!
tolerance has limit!
i know i should stop complaning!
i need to do something to fix it!
life is short!









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